Ma'al Hijrah 1430 / New Year 2009

Assalamualaikum.. its a new year, and a new beginning. Let me reflect some things that happened to me during 2008/1429..

I got posted to SMJA. Good times, although there were couple of incidents and certain people that challenged my reasoning, but yet I cannot deny that I made some really good friends, that you can share anything with (You know who you are, that is if you feel the same thing).

I got engaged (Friday, 08/08/08) yup during the olympic opening night, I wouldn't say more... That long awaited day.. the long 4 years, full of joy and happiness and of course there were some down times, but it was and is still worth the wait, the sweat and the tears. I got myself a good guy.

I got scholarship to continue my studies to UK. I was kind of reluctant to go at first, thinking that I'll make it much more difficult for those I left behind.. But then, we all realised that this is what it takes. This is what I have to go through, so that we'll be better, happier and stronger.

And now, here I am, still in my journey... I'd say I had a really good life in 2008/1429 and I did not want to change anything about it. Afterall, its all those things that happened that gotten me this far.

My new year resolution:
1) Finish my studies smoothly
2) Saves money ahha, so that I can get married as soon as I got back :P
so far, thats all I can think of really.. my studies is my priority right now ow yeah... "STAY AS THE WAY I AM, THE SAME 'OL NELA"

Kato Shigeaki @ Shige ---- NEWS

I find this amusing V(^.^)V

Shuffle.. Say What..???

Yo peeps... Its been a long time since I updated this blog? Sibuk bah.. Well, chat with Yuuki yesterday and he gave me this link to youtube about some kids doing shuffle. I had no idea what it was until I watched it. So.. I guess this is the latest craze that kids devoted their life and energy into. I'm not complaining, I think it's good that kids nowadays fine something that they like and willing to learn it... although it's just another dance routine. Still, it's still something impressive though. Feel really tired. Just got back from Newcastle and Edinburgh last week and I was really bummed... Feeling restless, and I ended up doing nothing saja, except for babysitting may laptop and watch Japanese drama online saja... Then, at some point I feel makin ngalih tah pulang, maybe because due to the lack of movement kali hahhajahaha.. Sekali, i decided to do some exercise and started to panyap bilik, pack, unpack den pack again my stuffs, do the laundry and yup, move my bed around hahahhaha... Now, energetic tah pulang inda mau tidur LOL..

Ooo yah, forgot to mention.. Kids in the video doing the shuffle are actually Yuuki's cousins.. I think they did quite well, although I have no idea what that dance represents..

Christmas Holiday

oooo.. finally....

Assalamualaikum people..

Finally, its christmas holiday.. yey... I had completed all the assignments... so far.. but there are more to come.. however, i refuse to think about that at this moment. On Friday, after I submitted the two lab reports, I met my cousin at the prayer room at uni.. Then, we walked to the student union shop, because we're supposed to meet Iqbal, yg pernah bunk in arah kami masa mula2 sampai Southampton. Then, since lama udah kami inda jumpa, we decided to spend some time sama2 makan.. hehe.. lagipun, during the holiday, kami ada plan masing2..

So, it was raining a bit, me, Erni and Iq went to the fast food outlet near to our house, and bali 3 big pizza haha... pizza jua.. Inda batah, Aza pun datang (apparently also our relative) and we spend the day sama2, beibun2 lah hahaha... mengingati zaman remaja.. :p

Iq had to go early though since he still had a lecture that late. So, its just kami 3 girls.. We walked to our house and Aza went on and catch a bus to go to her hall.. When we got home, the two housemates told us that they were going to London for a few days and then we have the whoke house to ourselves saja...Mwuuahahhahaha...

So, we decided to invite Aza for couple of nights lah.. saja2 ehe.. since kami nda pernah tinggal sama2.. The next day pun, kami bawa Aza ke town, since nda pernah bah kami ke town ah, kesian eh.. cana jua, busy dengan assignment saja. So, Aza tah jadi tourguide kami jalan2 ke bandar.. mcm urg sakai bah kami, mcm inda pernah saja. Well, it's kind of true since lama udah kami inda ke town, like around 2 months kali..

We spend two days sama2 and Aza stay with us till today. Tadi balik lah ia ke hall.. and we hope to see her again ehe.. maybe tym cuti kali lagi.

Tomorrow, back to work.. I still have lots to do, but unlike previous posts, I will not tell you what assignments I have to do lagi, takut kamu ikut mental ahhaha.... Arents u glad? Iatah ni lagi kan.. Atu baru kiut... lau paham bisai..

Well, have to berabis d lebry isuk and lusa.. Then, off to Newcastle.. then to Edinburgh.. spend few days there lah. Then, balik sini, sambung buat keraja.. cematu tah.. my first semester is not that fun, if I have to say.. it's full of responsibility, sweat and tears, depression, lonely, crazy, hectic, missing everyone, cold.. and segala2 nya.. ahha.... nangis ku ey

anyway, i dont think kamu paham jua what i'm, saying here, but i'll just post the pictures here...

Till next time,

Midnight Blues~~

Oyasumi nasai~~... are the words I should be greeting anyone.. But, i'm not going to bed yet. Although I think all of my housemates are now deeply into their dreams.. What can I say, the pressure is too much.. I just completed my Envi practical.. Now, have to do the lab report and it's due tomorrow.. Iyyyee.. Should be later in the afternoon.. I was thinking, kan tidur and wake up super early tomorrow and scram my brains out doing the report.. or.. pull an all-nighter, have lots and lots of coffee and finish it up by tonight.. I am so in a dilemma.. Usually, I would choose the second one, since when I'm too worried, I cannot sleep anyway, so it's best to get it over with, and then sleep for the whole day isuknya, since I dont have any classes on Thursday. But then, I just remember that I have to do another practical on Thursday kan d hantar on Friday.. Arrrrrggggggggggggggggggghhhh.. What a girl to do??

Confused in my own doubts, I listened tentatively to the soothing voices of Tohoshinki, serenading me with "Loving You".. Hmm.. iatah.. m so stressful.. So, i text Yuuki so that I can discussed it over with him. He replied, asking me to wait for 15 minutes, since he's on his way to work. Poor him, until this day, I still depend on him.. even we're far from each other, but I still treat him as if we're living in one country.

Waa..cinta antara dua benua is soo.. hard..

I know, deep down I know exactly what to do.. I'm always like this.. I would complain about stuffs, just to get the stress out.. but then, I ended up doing it anyway.. I mean, at times, I would complain and worry berabis about datelines.. but ahernya, I still manage to do it.. haha.. I guess I like the idea of people (esp the one that I love) to tell me what to do.. although sebenarnya I already know what I had to do.. I think, the word of others sort of justify my actions..

Then, I'm worried about exams.. what if I dont do well.. I have NO choice... I have to do well, or else, the scholarship will be terminated.. I have to accept the fact that I'm living on the expectation of others. So, I just have to quit sulking and keep it up. O.... detta.. he's here.. Well, I gtg..

Kawaiiii

Minna san~~~~
Wah, lama udah panya ku inda update my blog ani, cana tah jua.. depressed wah ni tym ani.. sal byk kraja kan d buat :( aku menangis.. lalu menangis.. lalu menangis... up all night, rasa kan menyiapkan assignments yg inda pandai habis ah... wuwuuw... next week cuti, but still, after cuti, ada jua kraja kan d hantar tu, tarus menyambung exam g, den after exam. .. ada masih report kan d hantar atu.. INDA MENTAL D MANA???

Anyways, to release my stress.. apa lagi, meliat Japanese series lah.. ganya disadvantage nya, hehe... tebawa2 tia hehe.. angau tarus... lagipun, masa ani, m soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo in love with people younger than me... Say,,,, Hongo Kanata, Yamada Ryosuke.. hmm... napa tia hencem2 kanak2 nya ni kan?? ahhaha... in the midst of angauness... Well, i decided to upload the video... Mayonaka no Shadow Boy.. by Hey Say Jump... hensem kali ah.. i like their dance routine jua.. Hontoni kakkoii..

missing ol

hi people.. So.. m bored berabis today. Tidur late last nyte (it was practically morning) Me and cuzzy were discussing our future plans... What to do after sumbit the thesis, where to go? what to buy? when to book flight? when to get married... and so on... I somehow realise that am actually mature enough to get married.. Commitment dont bother me so much, coz I have always dedicated my life for the sake of somebosy else.. Thats my life.. I live for someone else.. ANtah ah , I just do.. I know we're suppose to live for our own self.. But, i dont really see the point.. I mean, because of others, I wanted to live.. because of others, I want to study.. Because of others.. I learn to love.. because of others, am happy. Still my world revolves around other people, surrounding us. Our environment. I dont know ah.. I mean, we grow up because of others.. I dont know if m making any sense.. but antah ah, i think pasal m older now.. hehe.. the time has come